Rebekah, thanks for checking in on me. See the post below for comments … I replied just a few minutes ago, and you’ll get a glimpse of how I’m doing.
It’s been a hard week, and the forseeable future will be difficult as well. It’s horrid to be one thing, then all of the sudden become a member of a totally new group. I accept the thing theologically, and between me and God there is no anger or bitterness. Emotionally though, I’m besotted with tears and terrors and sobbings and crazy visions 😉
I can’t help but think too of the women who kill their own babies on purpose, babies the size mine was, or even larger. And what do they (the women) feel?
My baby was a baby, though only formed partially, fully a human. So the women who abort, they must convince themselves it isn’t a human being, or they’d die inside. Eh?
That’s something I’ve known and thought of over the years, but now being on the other side of a miscarried baby, I had a great visual aide of the entire thing. My feelings about abortion over the years are vindicated fully. I’ve always hated it. I always knew I did and what it was. Now I had the experience of the opposite kind of thing, a baby delivered way to early in my own home, spontaneously. I mourn the loss of my baby, and this baby will have a burial on our home grounds. Oh the day it will be when Christ raises all our babes on that great day.
Isn’t it wonderful to have that blessed hope that we WILL one day see our precious children in Heaven! I’ll finally get to meet them all! What a reunion!!! Praise God for His mercy. I’ll never understand why I lost my children or why you’re going through the same loss but I KNOW God’s ways are so much higher and wiser than my own! It’s not for me to know, it’s for me to trust.
Marysue I just ache for you and no words spoken or typed can take the pain away from you. Oh if they only could! I wish I could carry your burden for you for even a little while! You know Tamara and I would trade off! 🙂 I’ll continue to lift you up in prayer. Hang in there and rest in God’s perfect will. **HUGS**
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Hi, Marysue~ just checking in on you. You’re in my thoughts and prayers. **HUGS**
Rebekah, thanks for checking in on me. See the post below for comments … I replied just a few minutes ago, and you’ll get a glimpse of how I’m doing.
It’s been a hard week, and the forseeable future will be difficult as well. It’s horrid to be one thing, then all of the sudden become a member of a totally new group. I accept the thing theologically, and between me and God there is no anger or bitterness. Emotionally though, I’m besotted with tears and terrors and sobbings and crazy visions 😉
I can’t help but think too of the women who kill their own babies on purpose, babies the size mine was, or even larger. And what do they (the women) feel?
My baby was a baby, though only formed partially, fully a human. So the women who abort, they must convince themselves it isn’t a human being, or they’d die inside. Eh?
That’s something I’ve known and thought of over the years, but now being on the other side of a miscarried baby, I had a great visual aide of the entire thing. My feelings about abortion over the years are vindicated fully. I’ve always hated it. I always knew I did and what it was. Now I had the experience of the opposite kind of thing, a baby delivered way to early in my own home, spontaneously. I mourn the loss of my baby, and this baby will have a burial on our home grounds. Oh the day it will be when Christ raises all our babes on that great day.
Isn’t it wonderful to have that blessed hope that we WILL one day see our precious children in Heaven! I’ll finally get to meet them all! What a reunion!!! Praise God for His mercy. I’ll never understand why I lost my children or why you’re going through the same loss but I KNOW God’s ways are so much higher and wiser than my own! It’s not for me to know, it’s for me to trust.
Marysue I just ache for you and no words spoken or typed can take the pain away from you. Oh if they only could! I wish I could carry your burden for you for even a little while! You know Tamara and I would trade off! 🙂 I’ll continue to lift you up in prayer. Hang in there and rest in God’s perfect will. **HUGS**
Marysue,
Thought while I was having a snack of *Sweet Tea* and *sponged* wheat bread, I’d drop in and say…”Hi!” 🙂
Tamara
Tamara, ooh glad to hear a hi, particularly one so sweet and familiar having to do with sweet tea and well made bread 😉 and you of course too!
Have a good day. I’m trying to 🙂